Try

I try
and try
to forget you
but you are (t)here.

I met a girl tonight.
Did I tell you that?
I met a girl
and it was fine
and it was good
and it was
and when I got home
it wasn't
because all I could think of
was you.
You don't mean it
I know you don't
I do it to myself
I do
me and no-one else.
Is that how the song goes?
Is it?
I forget.

I am here
in the dark
lit by a scream,
fumbling towards ecstasy
Adia?
Adia?
I thought that we could make it.
I know I've let you down.
I let myself down.
I do
I do it to myself.
Me and no-one else.
And it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's
Fine.

I'll be there soon.
I swear I will.